Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Bloggie's up & G-Anticipation..
aww.. this is my very own bloggie!! :D first of all, thanks a bunch to Jail for doing the setup for me according to my kamui-layout!!! three cheers to Jail - hip hip hooray X3! heh.. i'm a computer idiot vs computer whizz Jail. ackk, by the way how do i type for my profile eh? damn. lol. aye, it's the 2ND DAY already! why hasn't Ryouya replied renjail..? waiting. waiting. still waiting! you know waiting for a reply (which you look very much forward to of cos) is such a pain! i check on renjail every now and then but i ended in disappointment each time.. aye! then all the ? ? ? came popping out in my head again.. keke.. guess Jail is not as crazy as me haa.. cos she has her Passerby to fret over ;) heard that she's gonna make love declaration soOn, i wish her all the BEST yah! =)
ren
is flying @ 12:11 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
May-Doom Day's approaching!! (/_\)
Ryouya hasn't replied renjail. BUT the point is he has updated the webby's diary with his weally kawaii doggie.. aye.. questions! questions! will he be reluctantant to reply cos he prolly thinks we're some crazy Singapore girls?!! or is he taking his time to read and reply in good english to us? arh as usual.. all the assumptions and thinking process going on in my head.. and i remember telling Jail the other day, the weak character trait of both of us is THINK TOO MUCH. haha.. yes indeed we did. we always measure the pros and cons and always we ended up doing nothing about the thing concerned.
oh yes, Rena called me in the late afternoon. she had started revising for the upcoming May-Doom Day i.e. 10 MAY our FIRST PAPER. she did a few front chapters of maths.. and said we better get started soon cos Jac said there's not much time left to finish everything..! oh and what have i been doing here! i didn't give tuition for the whole day and i did nothing but slackinggg!!! damn. oh boy.. i gonna start cramming SOON..
but i can't beat the Law of Intertia (physics). inertia is the reluctance to start moving when it's stationary. and yes indeed.. inertia is blocking me from advancing. oh well, i know it's an excuse for procrastination and laziness... but i'm stucked in this rut here, being stressed up for the exams yet doing nothing to salvage the situation.. it's back to secondary and college days.. starting from sec 3 i experienced all these crap. It's been a long cultivated bad habit of myself.. yes yes i know i have to start to get the momentum going!!
aye but having the dreadful thought of going to school tommorrow and wednesday for the UOL revision workshop, i had no motivation to start cramming! i told Rena too that i would start mugging on Thursday and yes i very much hope so... with the May-Doom Day approaching nearer ad nearer, i'm feeling as if i'm the pig waiting in the queue to be slaughtered.. i know i know, i'm a lazy pig! but a pig has no choice over its fate, but i have yah! i can at least make things better in way i want it to be.. yes we can't control our fate i believe, but we can try out best to put in every bit of effort to make it better ain't it!
yep, i definitely gotta start cramming on Thursday despite rain or shine!!! no more procrastination please! -a big tight slap to mysefl- it's time to wake up!!!
ren
is flying @ 10:04 PM
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
New+Wave bringing RenJail on cloud 9! =D
They're New+Wave! photo collage (^.^)
GOOD NEWS from Kenichi!! He has found Geek's band webby. So now we know Ryouya is studying in (Center University he called it heh) in Tokyo now.. He is the guitarist of the band New+Wave! it's really a great update about Geek after FOUR YEARS!! Somehow "hope is a waking dream" applies here.. haa..
but wait a minute, Geek looks different now, he doesn't look as pretty and good looking as last time! but i swear it's him! Jail said that he looks chubbier now, oh yea indeed.. and i realised it's his eyes! where have his bigger eyes gone to?! his eyes now are much umm what Jail called them, "Phoenix Eyes". lol. yep yep. or had it been the wild imaginations that we had four years ago tricking us all along? aye, like what Jail had said, it's prolly the fact that we often only saw Ryouya's side view and morever we had only glances of his front view (we prolly didd't dare to look straight into his eyes haa!). must be right!
but anyhow, Ryouya is still our Geek, always! arhhh, Jail and i were sooo excited about it and without any hesitation we dropped an email to New+Wave email addie in correspondence to Ryouya hee.. Erghh, i hd not even attached or finished the mail and i accidentally sent it off!! Aye, good thing is i had already finished typing everything that we wanted to say.. just that it was deprived of a chance to be dited at all. haa, me me me!! jail jail jail! ryouya ryouya ryouya!
ren
is flying @ 2:10 AM
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
Thanks Kenichi (^-^);
woohoo..! Kenichi has emailed a few of his friends from SJSS and SMSHS. we really can't doubt his efficiency huh! it's weally weally nice of him to help me, a perfect stranger eh.. waiting for good news now keke :D
ren
is flying @ 11:15 PM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Furuta Ryouya!!
wooo.. what Furta and Fertile?!?! he's Furuta Ryouya! lol. nicey nice name eh.. sooo happy that Kenichi knows of Geek, oh Ryouya hehe! Ryouya was remembered to be obsessed with playing guitar and becoming a guitarist!! gee.. but the point is Kenichi had not been in contact with Ryouya after that, and he hasn't contacted his close friend who knows Geek also for pretty long. but still, Kenichi so willing to help us find out. Many many many thanks to Kenichi!!
geek (ryouya) was jamming\ 100601
ren
is flying @ 11:22 PM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Another Reply!
just when i thought of smsing Kousei guy after sooo much delays.. i recieved a reply from Kenichi guy (from SJSS)!! how wonderfully friendly these people were huh.. hehe.. arh might as well msg this kenichi since he claimed to know most of the '84 SMSHS batch (which is likely to be Geek's batch keke :D) and some other batches. oh yes i gave him all the descriptions of Geek i could and well.. jail and i just have to depend on LUCK.
"he's supposedly to be in year 2 in 2001 according to my friend. so i assume he's likely to be 17years old to be in year 2 at a japanese senior high school eh? so that makes sense that he's prolly from the '84 batch, am i right? haa.uhh he's the guitarist from a rock band (my friend has told me before that it's called La something) and i THINK his name's Furta (but it's a weird name) and vocalist's Ryu. as for the vocalist, i've no idea which level he's from at that time.. The guitarist sported a boy-cut hair and was pretty tanned while the vocalist had a longer shaggy, you know jap-style kinda shoulder length hair with bangs. oops, the hairstyles part is prolly redundant haa.."
ren
is flying @ 11:41 PM
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Monday, March 21, 2005
Indecisiveness Overrules (-_-);
it's astonishing that the Kousei guy from SMSHS replied me to give him a sms at his handphone!! how how.. immediately i smsed Jail to tell her about it.. i had no intentions telling her actually cos it could be a surprise to her? but i did surprise her in a way with my wacky act haa.. i'm a bit laggy in reply already.. as usual, i'm indecisive if i should sms that guy.. grrr..
ren
is flying @ 9:50 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Nostalgic Memories Lingered..
& Wacky Wacky
jail's birthday is coming up on 26mar! i had wanted to get her a prezzie but i had no idea what to to get for her! it's been a longgg time since i last met her or had a proper chat with her! had it been a year or more?!! well.. so i decided to make a card for her. because of this card, i stumbled upon Geek's photo in my drawer. oohhh it did brought back several secondary school memories (secondary four to be exact heh). i digged out those handful of lil' notes and posties which Jail had passed to me during class back in TKg. i couldn't help but just kept gigling as i read the posties. damn funny and silly the way we behaved back then haa! -ouch- and i was reminded of a regret.. aye..
nostalgic memories lingered badly in my mind when i began sketching lil' drawings on the card and even tried to match bits and pieces of memories of Geek together. recalling and reading the posties, i actually realised how vague the memory of Geek has become. the topic of Geek hasn't be raked up for years goodness.. aww... had fogotten some of it which the posties reminded me of, like the Indian man outside SMSHS incident. i was the Heroine in the rescue of a "Damsel" in distress indeed. lol.
the Geek-dream has been rekindled again. gosh, i have a teenage dream to kill now. should i just might as well kill it and prevent future dwelling on that past Regret whenever i see the posties? up till now, i still think it's my fault for the endless ticking outside SMSHS. or what if i manage to realise this toshie-kaorie dream?? reckon it will be the BEST birthday gift to Jail from me haa. the urge is growing immense. but how the hell can i kill it? it's almost like finding a needle in a stack of hay they call it? or just might as well a drop of water in the ocean?! ayee, i'm building castles in the clouds again. but i know if you starting to put foundations under your castles, your castle shall be strong up high ain't it?! ( “, )
oh why the heck didn't i think of friendster?! there might be a few japs mingling among millions of users there? arh, so there i went online and i ended up messaging 3 jap fellas haha. i think i'm crazy! (^O^)”””
ren
is flying @ 11:55 AM
